Aaj ka din, kuch ajeeb sa,
The kuch soche hue khwaab
Kuch ekatrit ki hui strength
Thoda sa darr
Par bahot si aasha
Ki din achcha jayega
Nikla apne doston ke saath
Par ek dost se thoda dara hua tha
Shayad nahi
Shayad main khud se hi dara hua tha
Thoda hi sahi
Lekin dara hua tha
Apni hi soch se
Apne hi khayaalon se
Ki kahin karwat na badal lein
Ki kahin khayaal unhi yaadon ke jharokhon mein na chale jaayein
Jinhone mere jeevan ko kuch pal diye the
Asli khushi ke
Jeevan jeene ke pal
Us dost ke sang
Jin palo ne mere har pal mein zindagi bhari thi
Wahi pal mujhse door chale gaye the
Bhaagya ne kuch aise rang badle
Ki wo pal hamesha ke liye mujhse door chale gaye the
Is vaade ke saath
Ki dost ke hote hue bhi
Ham wapas nahi aayenge
Aaj main fir usi dost ke saamne tha
Itne samay baad
Ek pariksha hi samajhiye mere liye
Minor major se kahin zyada badi
Kuch hasi exchange kari
Do chand muskaan bhi bikheri
Fir ghul mil gaye auron ke sang
Kuch alag sa lag hi nahi raha tha
Bas itna maloom tha
Ki un palon ko wapas nahi la jaaya sakta
Kuch naye, less quality pal banana padenge
I mean ki aise pal jinmein bhawnaayein involve na ho
Fir kya tha
Hase , khele, bhaage, khoob daude
Ek doosre ke saath
Ek moment aisa aaya
Jab laga ki wahi purane pal wapas aa rahe hain
Ek darr laut aaya mann mein
Muskaan shikan mein badal gayi
Main chup ho gaya
Aur chup hi raha
Dost bhi chup hi tha
Wo bhi samajh gaya tha ki kuch galat ho raha hai
Kuch aisa ho raha hai jo nahi hona chahiye
Dheere dheere main alag sa pad gaya
Koi nahi tha jo meri pareshani bina poochhe samajh sake
Pehle ye kaam mera dost badi bakhoobi karta tha
Par ab kya karein!
Pareshani dost se hi to thi !
Meri hasi gayab hi ho gayi thi
Koi cheez, koi baat mujhe khush na kar saki
Ek do dosto ne koshish ki
Bahot achcha laga
Fir maine bhi koshish kari
Ye sochkar
Ki main apne jeevan mein
Sirf yahi ek reason ko lekar kyun baar baar apni khushi bhool jaata hun
Anyatha jeevan se main santusht hun
Khush hun, rehta hun
Par yahin aakar hi kyun gaadi mein puncture ho jaata hai
Maine ye socha
Par dukh kuch itna gehra pahoch gaya tha
Ki aur gehra hota chala gaya
Mujhse shabd nikalte nahi ban rahe the
Kuch bol bhi nahi pa raha tha
Has bhi nahi pa raha tha
Rone ka mann tha
Par sabke saamne kahan
Kisi ko phone karne ka socha
Par fir socha aakhir kab tak
Fir dost mere paas aaya
Wo bhi pareshaan tha
Par mujhse is vishay mein koi baat nahi kari
Dil behlaane ki koshish kari
Par dil nahi behla
Pata nahi kya ho raha tha
Mann kar raha tha ki kahin door jaakar foot foot ke roun
Par aansoo kaid the
Aankhon ke bheetar
Ham wapas aaye
Kuch zara si mazaak mein chhedchhad hui
To main bhadak gaya
Saara irritation baahar aa gaya
Gusse ke roop mein
Sab mujhse naaraaz hue
Par main bhi to main hun
Farq hi nahi pada
Sab wapas aa gaye
Kuch socha, kaafi der
Ki aaj kya hi hua
Aur kyun
Ye session ka pehla din bhi nahi tha
Main hasaa
Bahot der baad hi sahi, par hasaa
Apni bewkoofi par
Apne bachpane par
Naadaani par
Ki kis tarah main dosti ke kuch palon ki yaadon ko khone par itna PSYCHE ho gaya tha
Main bhi kaisa bachcha sa hun
Bachcha ban gaya tha aaj
Without tears rona aaya
Aur ye poem likhne ki sochi !
Aur likh daali !!!